November 2011
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I can't write tonight
For a long while I blanked
didn’t think, it’ll be alright.
Then I saw her and my body sank
And I heard her gasp and pain,
Heard all her pain and knew its going to be a rough night
I don’t know how I’m handling this
I don’t know what’s going on at all
I’m so sick.
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This isn't really me
Asking with a please
If you believe in God
pray for my mom
You see something was really odd
In the summer a lot of weight had gone
She was sick even then we thought
It was just the stress of trying to make end meet end
But it wasn’t.
It wasn’t the bills
Or the faucet that didn’t drip
Not even the food that didn’t reach our lips
She was ill
A cancer...
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This is just going to be a really rough week…
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My tongue is parched, maybe I need something to...
Something stronger I would think.
It’s been a wide and long day
And all that’s really left to say
There’s more to life than in it for the gain
Wasting time mulling fingertips through sand
Is worth more than working for a hollow fame
I’ll just sit and stare for a little span
Won’t get rich, but I’m the only one that needs to know my name
And those...
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Just in one of those moods I swear X)
Hahahaha!
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Fretting and betting I've crossed some line
But do I care?
that’s probably a factor of time.
its not that I need or want or hold
the key to a box
twice foretold
to ravage and rake with a savage shake
the weilder of the missing release.
Hahaha pitty them please
the men who toil with the least
of these.
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Draw a blank
There’s surely more
to you than that
stop talkin to me
you know they stare
so rank
not today there’s no one around
You can sing about what you have found
in the struggle and the strife
raise your voice about the life
how when you run its a praise not a shun
and the colors you spread across
white-faced thread
are the beasts and the trees
that brought you to your...
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Leave it to my lackluster luck
To be left here rather quite stuck
drifting and leaning in an average man’s words
contemplating mediocre is really not the
term
I wouldn’t use it to describe the rhyme
or anything inbetween the lines.
so sir tell me where do you get this Jeffersonian ideal?
When you and I, and others even still
would object to this Common Man appeal.
you have something,
its really...
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Here we go again
Arch nemesis and friend.
Challenging me on what I would call poetry.
How he draws that pen.
What am I but a ghost?
Compared to that poet kin.
He displays in vast arrays what I hunger most.
Quantity and quality.
My gosh how I would boast.
But really I am shy
And admire on the sly.
So my contemporary friend just know
How your prose prickles and glows
the beat in the...
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Waking up is a chore even still
Trying to decide: is it fiction, is it real?
The shower rolls and snakes across the skin
Hands holding tight the heart collapsing in.
Eyes forsake light and concentrate
On the hum
The lulling water
Catching tears, those memories that stung.
Please tell me is this love or is it a lie?
I’m begging please I falter
And I fall. Tripping on the nonchalant hi’s.
Break my...
My search for wisdom: Love songs →
mysearchforwisdom:
More than words, when the lace slip- falls down your waste, hanging on your curves, You know me- I am at a loss for words- “You make it hard to speak” when your standing there, right in front of me,
“My tongue dancing behind my lips for you, you know I got that from flyleaf, I…
Wow, love to wake up and read poetry like this.
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"Do you know any light theory?"
“Not any that I recognize.”
“It’s like the opposite of paint. The more color you add the more white the light will be.”
“Ah, that makes sense.”
Light made sense. Life made sense. Rain that fell in loose locks made sense.
But she,
Her sense was cross hatched. It sprawled out on the carpet and breathed in deep lusty drawls, dirt and musk and time...
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It's bearly like the whiskers
Or like the ringed leaves
The dirt inbetween.
She breathes it.
Dewy and thick,
Ripe and succulent
Rich on the inhale. The
Antlers that clasp, interlock,
Halo her face.
The brown flicker through.
She smells with her hands
Dripping the dirt
Of the dead and moss.
If she tilts her head
Let’s the lovely hair fall,
Maybe they would call her human but the forest
They call her feral.
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First time I've been on Facebook for about 5...
Seriously like 10 seconds and its already gettin’ to me D:
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Essay I found intriguing on Faulkner's development...
Title:
Alienating language and Darl’s narrative consciousness in Faulkner’s As I Lay Dying
Author(s):
Michel Delville
Source:
The Southern Literary Journal.
27.1 (Fall 1994): p61.
From Literature Resource Center.
Document Type:
Critical essay
Full Text:
Critics have pointed...
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I'm a runner
It’s never going to leave me. The mornings watching the dawn wake up. Wake up everything. The meets that hit me so hard in the chest too…my inability to be what my team needed me to be. But even with this love and hate relationship, I love running. To be moving with no machine and staying on the ball of the foot. The beat and breathe, the time with God.
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I can't help but
Get so detained by thoughts. Dear gosh watch for my car bound contemplation….I usually just drop off speed. I wish I cared. I’ve lived a long time caring and now I don’t. It hurts not to though. When everyone is wound tight about the grade, about the steps, the way it is; it is so coruptive, distorting. But then what isn’t…I need a challenge anyway.
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It's not that
I swear
I promise you. It isn’t
when the grass is blinded
and the living lights fly.
It still won’t be.
at least I hope it won’t
I don’t have that much faith yet.
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Most of my memories
It was just me and you
Get out of my head, get out of my head
Your trying to revive something that’s only partially dead
I can’t have this heart half beating, trying to get my lungs back up to breathing
Whoever you were
You’ve changed so much now.
My hand in yours is a foreignality, how
Could I leave my closest friend?
But its like you walked the streets at night with your skin...
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Suppa bored....
Wouldn’t mind some random-ass questions :]
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